I would greatly appreciated some sideline cheering right now to help me keep my flame burning. After being stalked by the tower for a while and going through an horrendous meeting with the job centre who basically told me I'm a liar and cheat I walked home angry. Very angry. Halfway home the tower popped into my head and a plan formed in my mind. A plan I am committed to even though it's totally mad, completely insane and akin to walking off a cliff and all in a very small space of time. A plan to burn my world down and rebuild. On top of that I'm spearheading a campaign to save my local woodland trust from closure by helping them create their own business. So very, very busy.
My family is not, nor will not, be aware of this plan until I'm ready to launch. Reason being, I don't need their negativity or skewered advise putting me off. Oh, they think they're doing what's best for me and saying what I need to hear but the reality is a) they subconsciously sabotage anything I do because they don't think it's right, b) they have a better idea that will work even though it hasn't worked in 4 years and c) so unhappy with their own lives they couldn't possibly see anyone else happy. But it's difficult keeping the flame of ambition burning so I would appreciate anything you are willing to send my way, even if it's just a kick up the asse!
Anything is appreciated.