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Postby Jan » 30 Sep 2014, 22:49

You'll probably have noticed I have been missing in action through September, and for this I apologise. This is possibly not the right forum to say this in...but hey....they're my forums.

September was a truly tough month for me. I had to handle a couple of unpleasant body blows.

I'd not say I am mended.....but I'm doing my best. I'll be back as well as I can be and I really ask for your understanding and good wishes. I'm catching up as I can on posts....I'll get there in the end. But if I am Johnny-come-lately forgive me.

I hope you know just how much I appreciate every single person who posts on these forums - every contribution you make keeps them alive - so thank you.

Loadsa love

PS oh and the next book is hammering toward its completion ;-) We just cannot think what the heck to call it.......
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Postby Aoibhegreine » 30 Sep 2014, 23:12

I'm sorry to hear that and get well soon.
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Postby seedling » 01 Oct 2014, 18:00

Sorry to hear that. Jan!
Get well soon!

There ís a healing forum too here ;-)
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Postby Jan » 03 Oct 2014, 21:23

It's emotional type blows rather than health blows....but I still need to get well soon. Thanks so much.

Loadsa love
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Postby Aoibhegreine » 03 Oct 2014, 21:55

I know that feeling. :banghead:
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Postby Jan » 03 Oct 2014, 22:02

Heal together eh????

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Postby Aoibhegreine » 03 Oct 2014, 22:05

Yes please. I'm not sure how to do it on my own. And I'm not sure how much longer I can keep going, there's just too much.
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Postby Jan » 03 Oct 2014, 22:22

Aw hon...I cannot tell you how much I identify with that feeling.....this life surely does test us doesn't it?

Just keep telling yourself "How does it serve the Goddess for me to feel/experience/face THIS"......cos sometimes she says "Whoopsy...didn't mean to put that in your path" and takes it away.

It does not serve the Goddess to have us in any other position than that one where we can recognise our whole potential. When trials seem to overwhelm us.....we need to hold that to the forefront of our minds. If we are sure we have not invited a thing into our lives.....then we have to ask ourselves why she put it there.....

I've got one of these right now......I keep circling it like a restless animal whilst I try to make sense of it. When I think I have a possible solution I go haring after it......and so far all haring has ended up with crash and burn.....for me there's real visceral fear with this one...something that dates back to when I was a little kid.....so I've a load of old hurts in the whole thing....and funnily enough it involves another person who has brought all of this into my life before.....so it's like big WHAAAAAA time.....then there's a whole bunch of much more ethical stuff about breaking one's word with no care for the consequence or impact......I cannot do that. If I give my word...it's a troth/truth. But...as I am often reminded by my good friend Saul, you cannot trust others to have your standards.....

Humph....

Anyhow...we will heal together.

Loadsa love
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Re: Me

Postby Aoibhegreine » 03 Oct 2014, 22:31

Part of me gets it, part of me understands why we have to suffer but the other half wants to know why it has to be THIS hard and THIS constant. The other half wants to know what I've done, what I am doing wrong, what I can do to fix it. It gets dark and scary and with no light to be seen I'm trying to learn to see in the dark.

And that is something I learnt the hard way. Just because I care doesn't mean others will.

Thank you for listening. And good luck finding your answers.
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Postby seedling » 04 Oct 2014, 13:16

Hugs to you both!
Will add you in meditation
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