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| What a heck of a time I've had...was receiving death threats from my partners ex (including damage to my car and kicking my front door in), went to the police and got a harrasment warning against her. Then split up with said partner in December which was very hard and at Christmas I foud out he'd gone back to his psychotic ex who has had 7 affairs whilst she was with him and stabbed him several times....Even though he has made his choice and went back to such an unstable person, I still miss him and feel low quite often. I then started a new job which was a nightmare and I ended up coming home crying most of the time - during my first week there my boss was sacked for gross misconduct (she punched somone from the office) and the atmosphere was terrible there. They terminated my contract (I was on 3 months 'trial' period)much to my relief in one way so I am now temping to keep the mortgage/bills paid.
One of my hamsters died the week before last and this afternoon I found one of my rabbits dead in his cage  "> Things have been difficult to say the least. Then last week, my car was keyed in the middle of the night - I know it was the same person who did the damage before (and mentioned above) but I can't prove it - looks like it will cost about £350 to put right.
It's only my crystals that are keeping me going at the moment - along with trying to get out and be sociable and do things.....Find that I am good at advising & supporting others (especially about crystals!) but not so good at keeping my own chin up..Any hugs would be gratefully received as feel a bit low at the moment ">
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| | | Laid back and loving it
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| | Wouch! This all sounds really horrible. And you sound much more brave, sane and stable than most people would be feeling just now. You know I really would be tempted to try some method of cleansing your living space and the car....smudging would do it, as would this: http://www.angelpaths.com/lbr.htm Coming into contact with seriously unstable anergy, or being on the directed receiving end, no matter how chaotic the sender, can cause some very real and tangible problems. Good thoughts and cyber hugs to you. I really hope things get better very soon Loadsa love
There are thing you notice in this life and things you don't. When you notice and acknowledge the important things in life you enrich it. When you notice and acknowledge the unimportant things in this life it proves you pay attention. When you do neither what are you????
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Divine Being
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| | Everyone needs support sometimes and it sounds like things have been really tough for you recently - contact with a hostile person and an unhealthy working environment can be draining as well as poisonous for the self esteem. I also think cleansing would be a good idea - actively taking back control of your living space and ridding it not just of anyone else's bad energy but of the residue of sadness and stress you've been going through over the past few months. And removing any reminders of your ex, if there are any. Good for you for persevering and keeping your morale up while this goes on. I hope your situation changes for the better very soon. Kriss |
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| | | Chief Cherub
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| | Thanks both - your replies are much appreciated. I've already cleansed the house using white sage and my singing bowl - and I keep a piece of turquoise in the car to help with protection but will try a cleansing ritual in the car too. I wear labradorite and garnet all the time (grounding and protecting) as well as aqua aura and, as a matter of course, cleanse my aura with 'Lady Nada Quintessence' every night before getting into bed. Have also just started working with Angel energies and am getting to know more about Archangel Uriel at the moment.....very apt and very interesting. Also working on my heart centre through crystal layouts and meditations but am sometimes still finding everything a bit overwhelming.....know that if I wasn't doing all this spiritual work though that it would be much worse and am just grateful for that! Do you find that when you go through change, and it changes you from the inside out, that you let go of things (be it ideals, habits or people etc) that you didn't even know were 'unwanted'? My life has changed in so many different ways over the last three or four months! |
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| | ((((Moonkestrel)))),I can relate to your struggles,my now ex has also given me many a sleepless night. I'm soooo sorry this has hurt you,I think once a trust is broken it isnt worth returning for more unless the person is seriously going to put their neck on the line for you,this guy sounds like a bit of a coward in all honesty.I hope you get peace from the other person involved with this,hopefully the damage and torment will be the last of it,at least you're safe,call the police day or night if you need to,that's what they are there for. Sending you positive healing energy and I hope your heart regains strength to move onto a loving relationship where you are valued and respected. Love & Huggles Jo.x
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| | Wishing you good vibes, strength, and positivity. You are going to get through this drama. |
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| | I have experienced that effect where you get rid of things you didn't know you didn't want any more till they were gone. Most odd effect. You know something really peculiar...when I was reading your post I misread two separate bits of info and thought you had said either ruby something or garnet something....no idea if there's a clue there. But I'm not given to misreading things -all - that often. Loadsa love
There are thing you notice in this life and things you don't. When you notice and acknowledge the important things in life you enrich it. When you notice and acknowledge the unimportant things in this life it proves you pay attention. When you do neither what are you????
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Angel Guru
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| | Gosh, you certainly have more than your share, don't you? Lots of good balancing and calming energy to you. And hopes that what ever has crossed your path is gone for good. (Don't you just love the crystal bowl? I am jealous. -Just kidding. I have a friend who does a crystal bowl meditation at the local festivals. I attend just to listen to the bowl. )
Hugs,
Donna
"Life is either a daring adventure or nothing at all. To keep our faces toward change and behave like free spirits in the presence of fate is strength undefeatable." - Helen Keller |
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