Thinking of you ....With Love MR xxx
Just a short note to say sorry I havent been arround morphine has made me feel so ill and now I have picked up some sort of stomach bug so feeling wiped out I have had to stop morphine and while I have this bug my normal painkillers dont even take the edge of the pain
I was hoping I had turned a corner but looks like my life isnt improving and dont see it improving any time soon
As you can see feeling very down dont seem to be able to get out of this black hole My ex has decided he will have nothing to do with the kids again as his new girlfriend wont let him funny im quite glad about that as it means we can slowly rebuild our lives
Sorry to go on dont have anyone to talk to here
Paula
Love and Light
Loadsa love
